Jedi ambitions

My heart quickens at the thought of striking out of my own. It beats faster with excitement of the reality of living my own life! My footsteps resonate with emptiness for now as I'm stuck in this rut, I can feel like breeze pushing me from behind trying to push me out of this hole and I'm almost there. I can almost see the sunrise and my heart flutters with delight. With new prospects on the horizon nothing ahead of me looks grim, in my peripheral vision I can see the objects in my life that are holding me back and they are slowly being pushed backward by my ambitions and strong will. I feel like a Jedi and that makes my heart smile a little wider. :D I am confident that once I'm settled in my own skin that love will prevail in my life and I will find you, my love the one who is better than my fantasies because you are real. Take heart and never give up and never grow up ;)

I think I should be a writer

This is my first blog ever. My best friend told me I was insightful today and sometimes I feel I should be a writer so I decided to create a blog and write some of my insights down. There is so many ways of love and yet the one I long for the most I've only ever dreamed of it. I know it's out there, I used to think it was a myth like Santa Claus but how can you mistake such an emotion such as love? The answer is you cannot, it is impossible. Something so strong, so potent, so powerful, so unbelievably amazing cannot be denied. We all want love and most of us are so scared because we want it so bad and if we're rejected it will be heartbreaking because we long for it with each chamber of our hearts. But we sew another patch onto the tattered new hole that has been ripped into our heart and keep looking, keep yearning. We are all children of God and God is love so no wonder we crave it with every part of our being. I'll end this short blog with a little note to my fellow hopeful romantics; don't give up, keep yearning, love with everything you have and you won't be disappointed, follow your heart for it is the thing that keeps you breathing and living ;) <3