Dear God it's me Margaret.

How do you begin to know how to let someone go who you don't want to? You seem SO perfect for me and yet your lifestyle is so much different from mine that I couldn't fathom that part of our life together. Why did you pick that? Is it really worth your life someday? I don't understand how I could cope with it. I know you're supposed to sacrifice some things for love but you can't sacrifice so much of yourself that you resent your life after you've made that sacrifice. I want to travel and you're content staying where you are for the rest of your days. I yearn for adventure with every fiber of my being and you are complacent with staying put. And yet I want to love you so badly, I want to be with you because you're so amazing and the sweetest guy I've ever met. How do I begin to let someone go who's so good for me and not at the same time? Dear God it's me Margaret.